Stella Brice
OF MOTHER NIGHT
Back when I had cancer
In me no thing held edges.
My notebook exploded in
The garden with lizards
Speaking lizards speaking
At the gate & the radio of
Mother Night was tuned to me.
But now when I think of
That famous year I can’t
Help but shiver.
Yet I do dwell on it:
I lead myself astray.
Why?
What is leashed inside my house?
Who is squeezing very loud?
Which busy mouth is screaming small?
(This morning a hand grabbed
My body in the bath.
Then the stomach of the sun darkened.
& I was forced to leave the day.)